Saturday, 23 March 2013

Dancing my heart out


Wow, a busy few weeks by all accounts! Finished writing my PhD thesis (now just the viva to go before I can officially call myself Dr. Southall!), went to Tribal Massive for 8 days of training, and Infusion Emporium just over with... lots to tell you about, so grab a cup of tea and find a comfy chair! First Tribal Massive – I won’t bore you with the details of my 28 hours of travel to actually get to Las Vegas, so I’ll just cut to the chase!


Tribal Massive

We began the first day with 6 hours back to back with Kami Liddle. Kami has recently studied Bartenieff method and was incorporating these ideas into her warm up and dance practice. She led us through a series of exercises and finished with a choreography, which we continued learning the following day. I found this very interesting and the different ways of moving were something I will definitely incorporate into my own dancing. I loved the choreography, it was so powerful and full of contrast and space. I was glad that we continued to work on it the following day. Following the workshop I went back to the hotel to Skype with Dan as it was his birthday, and I was selfishly missing it to be in Las Vegas! After this was the hafla, which I performed at – an improvised piece that I think went ok. The hafla was full of lovely dance pieces, but it was a pretty long night and after 28 hours of travel the previous day I was feeling too destroyed to really give the performers all my energy like I usually do.

Day 2 was our first day with Zoe. Five hours of bellydance flow drills, musicality, crazy layering, combos and finger cymbals. We learned a bunch of combos that were new and exciting, but the brain was so overwhelmed with information that I can no longer remember them. I wish that I had the propensity to store more information than I actually do! Despite taking notes, there was not much time to write down the combinations, and so they have disappeared into the ether. However, the combos are not the important thing, rather the technique and concepts behind them are the important things to remember, and I came away with pages of information to work with.

Following this was Kami again – we did tons of footwork with layering, which I absolutely loved, followed by continuing with the choreography. Last year I enjoyed Kami’s workshops and took things away to work with, but I felt that this year she has really developed a new body of material with fresh ideas and I’m excited by her new workshops. I felt like I came away with so much to work on from this class and the previous one.

Day 3 was again Zoe – flow drills, dancing slowly and musicality was the name of the game. As always she offered useful insights into making dances, interpreting the music and training. Following this was Sharon Kihara’s first workshop ‘Digging for Gold’. After some welcomed yoga, she discussed the need to be flexible as a dancer, and by that she meant being able to not be you, and sometimes having to be a character you don’t identify with, referring specifically to her current role in Jillina’s BDE show.  She followed this with some contemporary dance movement, which was a stark contrast to a lot of the movement we were introduced to the rest of the week. It made my desire to return to contemporary dance stronger – I have wanted to take classes again for a while now but the only class that’s in a reasonable travelling distance for me is the same night I teach – so annoying! After getting us to move across the floor, we got into groups and played that game we used to play at school – Consequences – though the game I remember at school always turned out significantly cruder than the stories each group produced! We then had to create tableaux that represented different points in our story and then fill the gaps with movement – the purpose being to dig inspiration for a piece from this silly game and produce a group choreography from it that had a story and could be easily portrayed. The exercise produced surprisingly good results! I was rather sceptical at first, I always am with these kinds of games in dance class, but I was really impressed with how it sparked the creativity of each group and made us thing differently on how to make a choreography.

The next day was our final day with Zoe, where we covered more zill patterns while dancing, drilling and working with musicality. Zoe is an inspirational creative force that continues to inspire me on my dance journey to be a better dancer, a more exciting choreographer and to train hard. She has changed the way I think about dance and has heavily influenced how I approach using a piece of music from a musicality perspective. There are few other teachers that currently feed my soul and my spirit in the way she does, and I had the great pleasure of getting to spend time having conversations with her this year instead of just seeing her in class, which was a great experience.

Following Zoe we had our second class with Sharon Kihara, Infinite Inner Space, which was a Butoh inspired workshop. I took this workshop in Bristol a couple of years ago, and while I felt I got something out of it then, it didn’t inspire me on a deeper level. This year it was much better – we went through several exercises where I really felt like I was engaging with the material more deeply. One exercise consisted of half of the class being ‘placed inside a glass box, about 3 feet wide, tall and deep’, with the trigger ‘lost child’. I was in this group and I really felt that I was embodying the assignment. I recalled how I felt when I was a child that lost my mother – panicked, frightened, like the world had ended. And, I don’t really do well with small spaces, so being in this ‘box’ also really freaked me out. I couldn’t breathe for about 10 minutes afterwards. I usually don’t engage with ‘theatricality’ workshops well, but I made a conscious effort to open up more to it for this week. These kinds of workshops bring up all sorts of emotions – when people have dealt with illness, death, depression, fear... this stirs up a lot emotionally, and there were several dancers that cried in class, myself included. If I see someone crying I will also start crying, I’m that kind of person!  Sharon did a great job of grounding everyone before class was over and having us return to a state that meant we weren’t dwelling on the emotions from the class.

The following three workshops were with Mira Betz. Anyone that knows me knows that last year I said I was done with Mira. I’d had a bad workshop experience with her in 2011, and at the 2012 Massive I didn’t really enjoy any of the workshops that were not dance based. I went into day one of Mira with this negative perception of her, and by day 3 my opinion had turned around completely. She was like a different person this year. Day one was lots of across the floor movement drills followed by a fast choreography (and I’m talking UNMATA fast!) with a contemporary twist, which I really enjoyed learning. Day 2 was ‘the talky day’, but actually it was unlike any Mira lectures I’ve taken, where I felt that the information was relevant to dance and didn’t involve as much talking as last year! It was essentially a theatricality workshop, but I have to say was the best one I’ve taken. There were no ‘imagine your father just died’ exercises which I have heard in countless theatricality workshops and think is really inappropriate. All the exercises related directly to dance movement rather than just being theatre for the sake of it. I really felt like there was stuff from this I could take away and apply to my dance to make the messages I want to portray more clearly in my body.

After day one with Mira was an afternoon off for the show rehearsals so I took the opportunity to Skype with Dan, get some formatting of my PhD document done and relax. In the evening Antonella, Sunci and I went to Cirque du Soleil’s show Mystere at Treasure Island. It was an amazing show with impressive feats of all kinds – trapeze, silks, body balancing and more. It was a really great show, but I actually preferred Ka, the show I saw last year, as I liked having the storyline to follow. We paid $60 for the tickets, but got moved to the expensive seats because there were some spare, so all in all a great experience!

On the evening of our second day with Mira was the show, which I cannot even begin to tell you about because every act was amazing in its own right. It was even better than last year, and it’s really difficult to pick highlights because it was just so good. Of course, I really enjoyed Zoe’s performances, and UNMATA closed with the set that they did at Tribal Umrah which never fails to get me shedding a tear. I performed in the show, albeit for about 60 seconds! I danced a combo on the end of Sundari’s performance, as I had done in Split last year. It was fun to dance on the Massive stage, though of course I would have loved to have performed one of my own pieces there! It did feel strange to be the only dancer in costume that didn’t go up to take a bow. And it was very bittersweet, as sometime that night the brooch I had pinned to my belt fell off, and it was a brooch that really meant a lot to me. I checked with Security the following day and they let me scour the venue, but I couldn’t find it. I’m really very upset that it has gone missing, heartbroken in fact as it was a very meaningful gift from a friend. Now it’s gone for good. I just hope that someone picked it up and will treasure it as much as I did, because it would be so much worse if it has been cleaned up with the trash. By the time it was all over we were starving and had to wait a long time for food! It was 3AM by the time we got to bed.

The next day was more Mira – this time I had to sit out because the turns in the combo she was teaching were making me so dizzy I thought I would be sick. 4 hours sleep is not a good amount to go to a dance class on. I’m afraid I wasn’t able to stick it out! The class was again very interesting, different way to look at group choreography using a combo and improvisation. It was actually cool to be an observer than a participant – I think I actually learned more this way from this particular class.

Sciahina & Alexis prepare for the Massive Spectacular
After Mira we had Amy Sigil, who took us on the Human Experience. She taught a variety of combos in her own unique way and we danced them all together at the end. She had us writing down things that we then inputted into a paper that she handed out to make a story of our human experience. If you’ve ever taken her STATIC workshop, it was a similar thing. It was a great class – Amy always has really different and intelligent ways of approaching learning, teaching and dance in general. She and Zoe are the teachers I feel are feeding me the most creatively right now. That night we all went to bed really early and slept for a long time!!

The next day was the final day. We started with Frederique – another theatricality workshop. Her material was also interesting and some parts were different to Sharon’s, others similar. I think by the time it got to her, we had already done two theatre workshops, and I for one was a little less receptive to doing a third. I enjoyed the class, but I think I’d have enjoyed it more if I hadn’t already done two workshops on a similar theme. I did really enjoy Fred’s warm up, though, which targeted the core. I’m always looking for new core exercises so I was pleased. 

After Fred, our final class was Amy, and was actually my favourite class of the week – ITS! We covered many of the basic stall movement of ITS and their associated big and little sisters, and it was really nice to be able to see the similarities and differences between Fat Chance format and Hot Pot format. It’s definitely something I want to do more of. I was grinning the whole way through, I loved it. We were split into a stagger formation to begin with, having learned the basic vocabulary she wanted us to work with, then moving onto circles in our groups. We then worked with large staggers, circles, chorus line and multiple circles and chorus lines that paved the way for passes and cascades. The format is so complicated and yet so intuitive. I just adored it, I can’t wait to do more. It was a great way to end the week, everyone dancing together, relying on each other. Perfect. I was sad to say goodbye to the teachers and friends of the week. It’s always hard to go back to reality and normality after such an intensive training experience and being away from home for so long. I, however, didn’t go back to normality, not in its entirety. My PhD is finished; I had April Rose with me for a whole week. So my reality wouldn’t hit for another seven days... somehow I think it’s worse this way!

For anyone considering a trip to the US for training, Tribal Massive is the best festival I have been to. You focus so much on dance, everything else is unimportant. I saw such a dramatic change in my dancing last year; I can’t wait to see how it affects everything this year. But I think it will change me in a different way this year.


Infusion Emporium

Somehow it would be replete of me to present a blog about Massive without including the event that occurred immediately afterwards – Infusion Emporium presents... April Rose. I won’t go on for too long because I’ve wittered on for long enough already. It was a real pleasure to host April Rose – so easy going and easy to get along with, unfussy. Really a great person to sponsor. Her workshops were inspirational, teaching Making Choreography (a favourite of mine from her workshops at Split a few years ago), and Making Choreography 2 for the first time ever - A UK exclusive! Sunday was technique and dancing day, where we learned combos and short choreography as well as steps from other dance forms for the Unapologetic Fusion class. April attended my weekly class earlier in the week which was a bit nerve-wracking; and we took a day trip to London taking in Camden market and the British Museum as well as seeing the Ballet Revolucion show.

The Infusion Emporium showcase went really well. We worked closely with the lighting team at the theatre so that we had better lighting than ever for the show, and we’re really pleased how it turned out. Below I’ll share my new solo and duet with Dawn O’Brien so you can get a feel of the venue and what’s in store for November.

And on that note – Friday 15th November is our next show, and workshops taking place all weekend. Our special guest instructors for November are former director of the Tribal BDSS and Beats Antique dancer, Tribal Fusion extraordinaire Kami Liddle; and three up and coming dancers on the international scene: German dancer Giuliana Angelini, Canadian dancer Heather Labonté, and me! So save the date! We’ll be putting all info online very soon, with booking opening at the end of May. We hope that you will join us once again!


Hope to see you somewhere on the road in 2013!

Alexis x


Alexis's Solo from Infusion Emporium - Til Enda



Alexis & Dawn's duet - Siren Song


Tuesday, 8 January 2013

Lucky Bitch - That's Right! (AKA My American Adventure)


Well, I had a very eventful Christmas and New Year! My wonderful husband Dan got me the most perfect Christmas gift – a multi-stop trip to the US to see Beats Antique for New Year and to 3rd Coast Tribal Festival to study with Zoe Jakes! Before you say it, yes, I do realise how lucky I am! You don’t need to tell me!


Portland



So on Boxing Day we headed off to Heathrow to board our plane to Portland. The trip wasn’t entirely focused around dance – we got to be tourists for a lot of the time which was awesome. I’ve heard great things about Portland from the British dancers that have been over to study with Rachel Brice at Datura for the 8 Elements program. We arrived around 8pm on our first day, and we intended to go out and get some food before bed, but after saying we’d have 5 minutes to rest we both woke up hours later and resolved we were simply too exhausted from a day of travel to eat and went back to sleep! We did, however, wake up feeling refreshed and ready for a day of sightseeing. During our time in Portland we took a walk through the forest to the Japanese Gardens, which is a sprawling oasis of peace and tranquillity. It was a great place to unwind after a really long flight (14 hours of plane time all together). We visited Powell’s bookstore where I bumped into Rachel Brice (well... ok, she was on the cover of a bellydance book in there ;) ), and I bought several dance books that were cheaper to buy in America than home. It’s a massive bookstore, and we spent about 2 hours perusing the shelves. It’s something like four or five storeys of books. We also visited Portland staple Voodoo Doughnut for the most entertaining doughnuts I’ve ever seen, the Chinese Garden where we had a black tea flight – three different teas served in one of the traditional methods of Chinese tea ceremony, which I loved every minute of. And a trip to the Pittock Mansion where we got some great views of Mount Hood.

Of course, I visited Datura! I was intending to take Sedona’s cabaret class but unfortunately she was out of town. Luckily Rachel and her partner Sol were still working at the studio when we got there, so we spent a while chatting with them, getting the tour and picking up some merchandise. I was really happy we got to see Rachel, and it was a surprise for her that we were there as she didn’t know we were coming to Portland.

On 27th we went to the Beats Antique show at the Crystal Ballroom. It was a really superb gig. I highly recommend to try and catch a show if you’re ever in the US when they’re touring. The beautiful costumes and dance pieces proved that a hell of a lot of thought, hard work and creativity go into these shows. And it’s so much better than watching it on YouTube! I took a few photos of the show, as we were at the very front. The Crystal Ballroom is a really beautiful venue too. Lynx was supporting, which I was delighted about because I love her music. She was joined on stage by Kyrstyn Pixton for a rendition of Young Blood and performed a beatboxing solo at the end of her set which was amazing, as well as joining Beats Antique for a couple of their tracks. My favourite dance piece was a zill choreography performed by Zoe, Ashley Lopez and Asharah. But to be honest, the whole show was incredible. 

On our last day in Portland I arranged to take a private lesson with Ashley. She is an incredibly knowledgeable dancer, enriched by her expert knowledge of anatomy, yoga and pilates, she was able to identify any imbalances in my body just by observing me. She gave me exercises for the parts of the body she felt needed greater strength and flexibility, and for the first time ever I managed to get something that resembled a backbend. I have never been able to do them, partially because of fear that I will hurt my back, but Ashley somehow clicked just the right place that I needed to execute the move from in order to get a backbend. Apparently I have a really good spine shape! After the private lesson we got some brunch and then it was onwards to the next flight to Seattle where we were spending New Years Eve. 




Seattle

Dan was obsessed with the fact that Seattle looks like the future. With the Space Needle, the Monorail and the dramatic skyscrapers, I could totally see where he was coming from! We spent our first full day there with a trip up the Space Needle followed by a visit to EMP museum where we got to play musical instruments, pretend to be a band, see some great Nirvana memorabilia, discover Jimmi Hendrix played Wolverhampton in 1967, and see some of the greatest horror movie props and monsters of all time. We had a reservation that evening at restaurant the Pink Door, where they have great Italian food and an aerialist on ribbons as the evening entertainment. She was smack bang in the middle of the restaurant, weaving through the ribbons and the tables beneath her. It was an incredible sight!


The following day was a trip to Seattle Aquarium where we saw all sorts of different types of fish and sea life – my favourites were, as always, the seahorses and jellyfish, and the opportunity to see an octopus at feeding time. They’re such elegant and intelligent creatures. We got to touch some sea anemones and starfish too. In the afternoon we went to the Pike Place Market where I picked up some Lavender Jelly (YUM!) and went to see Elf the Musical, which was hilarious, and finally a trip to the science museum (we had a City Pass that covered all the museums, space needle, etc). Then onwards to see Beats Antique at the Paramount. The show was again, incredible! Circus Contraption were in the lobby entertaining as you entered with music and stilt walkers. Lynx and Y La Bamba were supporting, and while some of the Beats show was the same as Portland it was different somehow – larger stage, different lighting, and some differences in the running order of the show. At the countdown to midnight, the place went wild. It was the perfect way to spend the New Year! We got to go backstage after the show and see the stage and the dressing rooms and hang out with them for a while. Getting to see the amount of work that goes in to setting up a show by the roadies as they teared down was an experience in itself, and the amount of costuming and props the girls have was crazy. Needless to say, it was very late when we got to bed, and we were a little drunk from seeing in the new year!

New Years Day was my ideal day. We got up pretty late of course! After some breakfast we wandered down to Pioneer Square to take some pictures, then used our City Pass to take a river cruise, and it was the perfect day for it – the sun was out, the sky was blue, it was clear and we got a great view of the mountains. The guide said this was a very rare occurrence for this time of year to get such a great view, to see Californian sea lions and the native bald eagles on the tour. The view of the Seattle skyline and the fresh air was a perfect combination for a fresh start to 2013. 

We chilled out in the afternoon with some Mexican food and in the evening I was incredibly lucky to have the opportunity to take a private lesson with Zoe, which was the best money I ever spent to be honest! I got given homework that I can’t wait to work on over the next few months. She is such an inspirational person, and whenever I have studied with her over the past three years I’ve been going over to the US to train with her, I’ve seen an immediate dramatic change in the way I dance. I’m excited to see how I will change this time around. 

We finished the day with another trip up the Space Needle, this time in the darkness of night. Overlooking the glittering city lights and feeling the crispness of the air in my lungs, I felt really positive about how 2013 is going to pan out. I felt like it was going to be a really good year for us all. And I felt grateful for being here on this planet and for all the experiences I’ve had and will have in the future.


Texas - 3rd Coast Tribal

The following day we began our journey to Texas for Third Coast Tribal Festival in Fort Worth. Arriving in Texas, we became painfully aware exactly how difficult it would be to get around without a car. Certainly we did not have this problem further north! Contemplating the exasperation of the 2 hour public transport option, we instead chose a shuttle service to our hotel in Fort Worth. As we set out on the highway, the sun was beginning to set, and the sky was awash with the most beautiful colours – I’ve never seen a sunset quite like it. Fiery reds, pinks and oranges burnt the sky on one side, while the greyness of night began to set in on the other. While this beautiful display covered the sky, I observed the surroundings – it was pretty much exactly as I imagined Texas to be. As we passed the likes of Wendy’s and Dairy Queen, the grass was a dry yellow, the land was flat and almost everyone was driving pick up trucks. 

After a while of driving on the highway, we came over a bump in the road. At this point the sun was really setting and the vivid hues of earlier were turning to russet and umber. In the distance the skyline of Fort Worth – six small skyscrapers lit up the hazy horizon. It was kind of beautiful from this distance, especially as our day up to that point had consisted of the inside of airports and planes. I was glad to see we were approaching the city – until now it had felt like we were in the middle of nowhere. I became dismayed as we turned away from the skyscrapers... I did start to wonder if our driver really had the intent of murdering us rather than taking us to our hotel as we drove down darker and darker streets – too many foreign road trip movies! But we made it, checked in and then contemplated where we would eat without a car. There is a Mexican restaurant right next door to the hotel, but having eaten Mexican in Seattle the previous day and having another two nights here, we figured we would rather not eat at the Mexican place every night!

The hotel helpfully provided a shuttle service to the Stockyards area of the city. Again, I wondered if the purpose of this was to kill us. Some of the roads leading to the Stockyards were not lit at all... Like I said, too many movies like Wolf Creek have scared the crap out of me! Again, we were safe. Our driver was not a serial killer, but a really helpful local recommending places to eat there. We opted for a barbeque place (we were limited to BBQ, Steak (which we don’t eat), or... you guessed it... Mexican! Chicken Fried Chicken is hardly the healthiest meal but I refused to complain about this. We were eating – we hadn’t eaten all day so at this point anything would have tasted good! We took a little wander around the Stockyards while waiting for our ride back – it seemed a nice place, even in the dark, so we resolved to come back during the day. During the day it was even more beautiful – this is what I really wanted Texas to look like – old wooden constructions, longhorns, cowboys, saloons... the works! After this we took two buses to a pizza place Dan had read about online – yes, we were so desperate to eat something other than BBQ and Mexican that we took two buses to get there! It was a good choice as there was a huge Target store there that we were able to pick up some nice healthy juices, smoothies and fruit from.



Due to a mistake made when booking the hotel, we ended up having to book another room for a couple of nights (we were booked into the wrong hotel on the online booking, and had to rebook the only room left). Which meant we ended up in the room with a hot tub! After a long trip to Fort Worth, this was gratefully received! We got an early night so I was refreshed for my first workshop of 3rd Coast with Zoe Jakes the next morning. 

I took three workshops with Zoe during the weekend, which I was lucky to get at the last minute from people selling their spots – Training Like a Pro (a sweaty 2 hours of drilling. We did this program as our warm up each day with Zoe in Vegas, so it was great to revisit the material and pick up new things she has added), Shimmy Layers (a semi-private class with 4 hours of shimmy drills – again, super sweaty!) and Inside Out & Outside In (a choreography class with a twist). I loved every minute I was in her classes. She always makes me feel like I’m a beginner again, which is awesome. I have brought back so much material to work with.

I also took a workshop that weekend with Amel Tafsout – Sound Healing and Whirling. This was an incredibly emotional class – it’s amazing how much release you can get from making sound. Many people were in tears, and I shed a few myself. It was very powerful – I will certainly be utilising it in my practice. I have some things I need to let go of right now, all relating back to the time I felt like quitting dance, and so I feel like this is going to help me so much. The whirling part of class was great too. Learning the intricacies of the Sufi spinning was fascinating. Amel is such an amazing person, and I definitely want to do more with her. I’m not a religious person, and I’m not especially spiritual, but something in that class I really identified with. It’s incredible what you can achieve when you just open yourself up to other possibilities.

On Friday was the show. There were an array of beautiful performances – particular favourites were Cera Byer, Karim Nagi’s trio of musicians playing some Arab-ised classics, and beautiful vintage bellydance from Daniela. But for me, the most powerful performance was Rachel Brice. Seeing her perform that night was like seeing her dance for the first time. I remember watching the BDSS DVD and just being amazed. And then I saw her live – she was barely moving, it was breathtaking. This time it was completely different – she was covering the stage with beautiful travelling steps, and of course stunning isolations, and the most perfect Turkish drop I’ve ever seen. From the very first step on to the stage I was floored. The hair on my arms stood on end, I got tingles in my spine, and I’m pretty sure I forgot to breathe until the end. It was hardly surprising that the audience were calling out for an encore! Rachel happily obliged by getting us all to sing Happy Birthday to birthday girl Zoe, and ultimately dancing to hilarious beatboxing from Zoe and Sharon Kihara (whose husband Wick was also celebrating his birthday that day).  The show was wonderful, and made us all the more sad that we were unable to stick around for the show on Saturday night. I have to say I was especially disappointed to not be seeing Zoe and Sharon perform.

After the show we hitched a ride back to our hotel. We had checked out of our hot tub room by now (kinda sad, as this was my day of 8 hours of dancing so feeling particularly sore after the shimmy workshop I would’ve loved a soak!) and moved into the room we were sharing with April Rose and her husband Reed. I have to say, they were an absolute scream! We loved sharing with them – I wish we had been staying longer. We stayed up really late playing this hilarious card game with them, Rachel, Sharon, Zoe, Wick and the girls from Chicago’s Blue Lotus Tribe. We have never laughed so much in our lives. Tears were streaming down my face, it was the most fun I’ve had for the whole trip!

Third Coast is a great festival, the people there were very welcoming and the classes were great. The teachers available are well worth travelling for, and the organisation is great – I’d definitely recommend it if you’re thinking of journeying to the US for training. On Saturday, we awoke early to pack our things to leave for home. We said farewell to our friends, making plans for the next time we will see them. Currently I’m writing this on the coach to Wolverhampton, looking forward to a shower and real English tea and walking around. My legs are hurting so much from sitting for the past 16 hours (so far!).

And Monday was the start of a new year for me. I’ve made new dance goals, I’m designing a new training regimen for myself and am determined to work even harder in 2013 to be the best dancer I can be. I’m really looking forward to working with my homework and incorporating new ideas and challenges into my practice and to my classes and workshops. It’s been a very inspirational trip and I’m saving my pennies for the next time I get out to the US. You never know – maybe I’ll actually get to Tribal Fest this year if I save hard enough!

I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and New Year and have been inspired to make your own new goals for 2013 during the festive season. I’m looking forward to getting back into teaching my class on Tuesday and the first workshop of the year on Sunday 20th January in Wolverhampton. I look forward to seeing you all throughout 2013!

Thursday, 20 December 2012

Dance Training is Life Training: Our Responsibilities as Dance Teachers


"People who write about spring training not being necessary have never tried to throw a baseball"- Sandy Koufax

I left off writing this blog until I had some time to process my thoughts. And still they’re not so cohesive, but I felt the need to get this off my chest. Recently a friend posted a status update on Facebook about some workshops that she had taken recently and how much she enjoyed them. The comments below the status piqued my interest for a number of reasons.

One commenter spent the entire thread of comments trying to devalue the necessity of workshops. The commenter in question, who shall remain anonymous, is a teacher of bellydance. However, they do not attend workshops – they’re too expensive, perfecting technique is not deemed as important and mixing styles without consideration of the origin is totally fine. And all this is ok because the troupe are booked all of next summer. Oh and travelling for workshops – no chance. But it’s ok, because the audience loves them, and the audience doesn’t care if it’s technically correct. They just love to dance.

Ok – so don’t for one minute get me wrong here. I know that not every dancer wants to become a professional. I have some students that come to class every week, that most likely don’t practice at home, that are not interested in performing or teaching or doing anything other than coming to class once a week, being social, keeping fit (I imagine that’s a great draw for a Tribal Fusion class) and having fun. And I do not think there is anything wrong with that at all. There’s a place for everyone in bellydance, that’s why we love it so much.

However, the responsibility is completely flipped when we become teachers. It took me a very, very long time to finally become a teacher. I was nagged by various dancers since 2010 – why aren’t you teaching yet? You should be teaching! When are you gonna start teaching? Come on Alexis, it’s 2012, you want to quit dance? Don’t be ridiculous, you should be teaching a class! Get yourself some students, you’ll soon see you don’t really want to quit, you just need a new motivation. But still, it took two years of nagging before I set up my weekly class. Because I wasn’t ready mentally for that. I made the decision to start teaching because I finally felt ready to be doing it. That I’d accumulated enough knowledge through training to be able to teach safely and effectively, and that I’d developed my approach enough to have something to contribute.

There's me at a Sharon Kihara workshop in 2008.
Photo: Polstar Photography
If I were to calculate how much money I had spent on learning to bellydance, it would cost more than my Bachelors, Masters and PhD degrees cost me all totalled together – and that doesn’t even include the cost of travel, accommodation, food… And I’ll never earn that money back. But that’s ok!

Until now, my purpose of going to workshops was not as part of an intended CPD (continuous professional development). I took workshops because I wanted to be a better dancer than I was, for me, not for anyone else. Now it’s a bit different. I don’t just have myself to think about anymore. So now, workshops are, in addition to making me a better dancer, about having some current knowledge from the field. New techniques, what’s outdated, what’s not considered safe anymore. What’s acceptable, what isn’t. What’s fresh, what’s interesting. What can I take home for me to work on, and what will benefit my students? How do they teach – do I like it or not? Why/why not? There are now so many reasons to go to workshops beyond making me a better dancer.

In any profession, you have to attend CPD. How would you like it if you went in for surgery and your doctor was using out of date approaches that were no longer considered safe? How would you like it if your gas fitter botched your repair works because he hadn’t done the recent training? How would you like it if your house fell down because your builder hadn’t bothered to learn how to build a house properly? How would you like it if your dance teacher seriously injured you because she didn’t know what she was doing? It’s all relative isn’t it? If you’re a dance teacher, you should never ever stop also being a student. There is never nothing else to learn, and money is not an excuse. If you’re taking money for teaching dance, you need to find the money to invest in your professional development. I don’t care if you’re not a ‘real’ professional. There’s more to being professional than earning your sole living from dance.

So all of this got me thinking about our responsibilities to our students and to our art form and the way we present it. While it may feel great to be so popular that you’re booked all summer, there’s more to presenting this dance than putting on a pretty costume and dancing. You could be the first bellydancer anyone ever saw. If you do a terrible job, you do a disservice to all of us that are working so hard to change perceptions about our dance, and trying so bad to get our dance respected by other dance professionals and the general public.
   
Tahia Carioca
And what about cultural appropriation? If you’re white (?), Western, insert religious belief here, and you’re teaching bellydance, you need to be respectful and educate yourself. I am a white British agnostic that teaches a Western interpretation of Middle Eastern Dance. Needless to say, I am not Middle Eastern, I am not Muslim, and I am not in any way connected to that part of the world through genetic lineage. I teach Tribal Fusion – that doesn’t mean that I ignore where my dance form came from. It does not mean that I should completely disregard the origins of the dance form I’m performing, and it does not mean that I don’t care about where it comes from and what is going on there. Surely as a fusion dancer, it is even more imperative that I represent my chosen direction with the respect and recognition that bellydance deserves. I was taught dance by (mostly white, not always) Western women and I have a very Western mindset towards learning and teaching dance. I recognise that, just as I recognise that when I collected qualitative data in my day job, my analyses were never totally free of bias… I still feel it’s my responsibility to teach my students to be respectful of where bellydance came from, regardless of my country of birth. I might not dance to Middle Eastern music, but I understand it. I trained in oriental before I became a fusion dancer. I never say that I do ‘insert dance here’-fusion (e.g. Flamenco Fusion, Indian Fusion). I don’t know enough about those dance styles to do that. That’s cultural appropriation right there. I do not want to teach my students a ‘mish-mash’ of styles, and I certainly do not want to present that to an uneducated audience as bellydance (and on the subject of ‘mish-mash’ or fusion… are you an expert in those styles too? If you don’t take workshops, how can you be?). Ignorance is not bliss, it’s just rude. Now I’m not saying that fusion or evolution of a dance is a bad thing – authenticity in bellydance is a difficult one to pin down (just like Tahiya Carioca took on her stage name due to her love of Brazilian dance and incorporation of Latin footwork to her vocabulary, and the Reda troupe incorporated balletic movements into the bellydance vocabulary, thus changing modern Egyptian bellydance forever). But being respectful of the origins costs you nothing.

I want my students to have fun and enjoy dance and coming to class. I want to provide an environment where they get fit, they socialise, they feel comfortable, and they get educated. And to do that I need to be educated too.

Opportunities for training even exist
in our own homes these days
Workshops are an investment. Taking yourself away from that arena and continuing to teach is, in my humble opinion, irresponsible. There is always so much to learn. I hope to be an eternal student. I hope I never get so complacent that I feel I don’t need to do it anymore. I hope that money never gets so tight that I stop learning. If that happens then hell, I’ll go out and get a 9-5 job so I can pay for it. Dance is my passion and for those that look up to me in a classroom as an expert, I need to make myself as much of an expert as I can be. All that is done through constant learning, study and dedication. And with online classes these days, at really affordable prices, there is no need to be uneducated and out of date.

Being a teacher is about so much more than just showing up each week and teaching a routine. I learned that from my first teacher, Karen – whenever we were learning a new sub-genre of bellydance in her classes, she gave us handouts with information on the style and where we could learn more. I feel she put me in good stead to go out into the world and be a good teacher the way she was to me, and each regular teacher I’ve had since has been to me.

Knowledge is the most important thing in the world. As educators, we need to consider our roles and responsibilities to ourselves, our students and to the wider community.

Donna Mejia
For more on cultural appropriation in bellydance, I highly recommend studying with Donna Mejia – the first person to hold a full-time appointment as a tribal fusion bellydancer at the collegiate level. She teaches a fascinating lecture on the subject that really gets you thinking about our responsibilities as fusion dancers.   







Links:

Online training: www.daturaonline.com   |   www.powhow.com

Free educational resources: www.gildedserpent.com   |   www.suhailainternational.com/resources

Tuesday, 11 December 2012

2012 - Thank You & Goodnight!


During winter time, as the year begins to take its final breaths and give life to the next, I come to reflect on the 12 months that has passed. And 2012 sure has been a rollercoaster of emotions… good and bad. But mostly good!

As I left 2011, I wasn’t feeling entirely positive about dance. I’d been having a period of self-doubt, a crisis of confidence – about everything. My performances, my ability, my teaching… everything. I’d been to shows, performed and smiled, resented myself, felt like the worst dancer in the room and put way too much pressure on myself. Basically, I burned out – I was performing a lot and I kept pushing myself to produce new work when I was completely lacking in inspiration, and then hating myself for being unable to produce anything; observing the tendency of workshop participants for wanting to be ‘broken’ and knowing that my approach to teaching was not going to fulfill that desire made me feel like I wasn’t good enough to be a teacher of Tribal Fusion.  At the end of 2011, I really was *this* close to throwing it all away. After a year plagued with injury and self-doubt, I was sorely tempted to quit. As I began 2012 I had only Tribal Massive on my calendar (and the event I was hosting with Hilde), and I was asking myself the question – why are you still doing this – why are you persevering with something that is making you so unhappy?

The answer is – I love dance. I can’t imagine my life without dance. When I was told by my physio last summer that the only solution to my knee problem was to quit dance, I cried my eyes out... and then resolved to ignore her advice (and I’m so glad that I did)! And I think some of what I was experiencing was fear. I wanted to start making dance more than just my obsession, yet kept making excuses as to why I couldn’t teach a weekly class, and why I couldn’t commit to dance more (And I still experience this, being months away from submitting a PhD thesis – striking this balance has been a major challenge in my life!).


In January, I had a pep talk from one of my teachers that set me back on a positive path. I set up my weekly classes, I made a dance about the things that were breaking my spirit (with the help of a new inspirational tool – the Dance Spinner – thanks Sam!), and I headed out to Vegas where I came back so much in love with dance again. So inspired to practice, to be better, to work hard and to share everything I had with others, through performance and instruction. Of course, I still battle with demons, but Massive changed me in a way no other dance experience ever has (Amy Sigil and Zoe Jakes had a LOT to do with that!). Being supported throughout the year by the people I respect, little comments that have meant the world and knowing I’m not alone, have helped me push through the self-doubt.


After Vegas I got married to my sweetheart, a very very happy day! And after that, the dance calendar exploded! For someone who wasn’t looking much past March, the year soon filled up! I can’t say that I abandoned all of my insecurities in Vegas. But at least I managed to somehow work through most of them, if not there then over the course of 2012.

It’s funny how different choices that you make throughout your life lead you down different paths. And for me, the funniest thing about this year is making real things that I never even imagined could or would happen to me. When I met Jaana Hansmann in 2010, I never dreamed that we would ever make a dance together, let alone perform it together at several events around the world. Likewise, I never imagined after a fleeting meeting at Raqs Britannia in 2007, that I would call Martina Crowe-Hewett a friend, let alone share stages with her. I will never forget Dan, having nothing else to do, as Raqs B was in Blackpool back then, filmed the dances of performers  on the open stage that he thought I’d like while I spent hours each day in workshops – one of those dancers was Martina. It’s a funny old world isn’t it?


I’ve realised this year, more than any other year, how much community in this dance means to me. In a year when people who I thought were my true friends have walked out of my life, I’ve been incredibly thankful for the friends I have made through dance. I have a great circle of dance friends that I’m close to in the UK, but also dear friends living all over the world. It has amused me to see the surprise at how close our European community is to ‘outsiders’. I see love, respect and inspiration everywhere I go, and I love this so much. It’s such a reassurance to know that, wherever I go, if there’s a bellydancer there then I already have one friend. Sending huge hugs and love to my friends around the world <3


It’s also been a year of change and development – joining Ambrosia after a stint this summer as a guest dancer is amazing! Taking on the added challenge of joining the Gothla UK committee and also the expansion of Infusion Emporium has been both terrifying and rewarding in equal measure! 

Despite being made redundant from my day job, I managed to maintain regular access to dance training that I’m so grateful for. I passed the SSBD Level 1 certification in December. The new inspiration and challenges for my body have been really fun. A thank you to 2012’s teachers – Samantha. Zoe, Amy, Kami, Donna, Olivia, Bozenka, Colleena, Rachel, Mardi, Heather, Morgana, Ozgen, Tjarda, Martina, Mira, Hilde, Anasma, Dawn, Deb, Illan, Giuliana, Carolena and Suhaila.

Exciting things are ahead for 2013. Teaching my weekly class has made me realize just how much I enjoy teaching dance – seeing the development of my students week to week, and the massive changes in their bodies and movement abilities is so rewarding. It’s challenging, of course, to teach when people learn in different ways – but it’s a challenge I’m enjoying so much. And I’m so happy that this renewed passion for teaching has pushed me into new realms – teaching workshops around the UK and abroad on a more regular basis. In 2013, I’m especially looking forward to being a part of the teaching faculty for Tribal Umrah in Marseille. Seriously, when I entered my first bellydance class almost 7 years ago, I never imagined I would ever perform bellydance outside of that class, let alone teach it… to be featured on a line-up of teachers that have helped me to grow as a dancer (Amy Sigil, Sharon Kihara, April Rose…) is just about the biggest honour I could receive. Really, I’m a very lucky girl!

I’m excited to be travelling more next year, meeting new people, visiting new places and hopefully inspiring others and being inspired by others in equal measure. The next Infusion Emporium events that we have planned are going to be great, and I’m excited about teaching new material in my workshops and the planning of new dance performances and collaborations that are coming up. I’ve got some real treasured memories from 2012… it’s been a really amazing year, no doubt about that! 2013 can only be bigger and better!


Below is my calendar for 2013 so far (new stuff is being added all the time, so be sure to check my website!) – I hope to see you out on the road next year - thanks to anyone that came out to a workshop or performance in 2012, your support is so much appreciated! If you are interested in me performing or teaching at your event, please drop me an email – I’d love to come out and dance with you!

Hope to see you in the New Year!

A x



Calendar 

20 January - Special Topic Workshop Series, Wolverhampton - Fluid & Strong

16 March - Performance at April Rose Showcase, Wolverhampton

24 March - Milton Keynes workshop

30 March - Dublin workshop

27 April - Wrexham workshop

5-6 May - Dark CPH Weekend, Copenhagen, Denmark

1 June - Reading workshops

14-16 June -The Tribal Gathering, York

22-28 July -Tribal Umrah Festival, Marseille, France




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Wednesday, 7 November 2012

Who needs a break...?!

Who needs a break? I do actually!! But, there's no sign of slowing down for this girl - not for a while at least!

After returning from teaching at Bratislava Tribal Festival in October, I barely had chance to breathe before the first lot of arrivals for Infusion Emporium. Vesna and her partner Uros arrived first on the Wednesday, followed by Deb Rubin at Birmingham Airport. Up until Saturday, dancers were arriving in flurries of suitcases and sequins in preparation for the weekend. 

And what a weekend it was! We had a total of 10 people sleeping in our house. Our living room became a giant bed, while the lovely Martina Crowe-Hewett had the pleasure of sleeping on the floor in my bedroom - really, it was a fun few days!!

Friday kicked off the weekend, with workshops by Deb and Vesna. Deb taught a 3 hour masterclass and a backbending workshop, with Vesna covering sparkly eyes make up application, which was later sported by at least 50% of our performers on Saturday night!


The rest of the weekend saw more dance workshops from Deb and Illan Riviere, covering technique, choreography, therapeutics and modern techniques for enhancing your dance. Workshops were sold out, and enjoyed by all, with all three teachers getting great feedback for their teaching and material presented.



I can't say I had much chance to fully participate in the workshops. This is the first time, as organiser, that I have been too busy to truly take part in the learning experience. I spent more time on the phone that weekend than I have my entire life! For the show I frantically applied my make up and got my costume on just in time to walk on stage... *just*!!

The show was the highlight for most people that weekend. Dancers from all over Europe performed for the very first time in the UK, and the audience raved about them and the British and American talent that we had in the show too. While I didn't get to see it, we had quirky fusions of boxing and bellydance (Catherine Taylor), martial arts (Giuliana Angelini), Contemporary (Hilde Cannoodt), as well as ATS (Khalgani) and Tribal Fusion. Special collaborations were also the name of the game! I performed my duet with Martina Crowe-Hewett again, HYBRID Dance Project UK performed Olivia Kissel's choreography (resulting in tears from an emotional Olivia!) and the European debut of Deb Rubin's Project Merkaba.

HYBRID Dance Project UK

Project Merkaba - Deb, Vesna & Alexis
Truly a great show that was not to be missed, with dancers from UK, Slovenia, USA, Austria, Germany, Finland and Canada.Make sure not to miss the next one - April Rose on 16th March 2013. I was so pleased with everything about the show - not just the talented line up that we had coaxed to the UK, but also the impeccable lighting situation that we had this time. A couple of the previous shows have had lighting a little too dark for dance - ambiance is great, but you don't want to miss the moves of a dancer. I'm happy to say that it was a rip roaring success.

For me, the highlight of the weekend was on Sunday night - our new addition of the after party, the Glitterball Shakedown. Many of our guest performers from abroad once again delivered solos, along with dancers that were too late to be accepted into the main show. Everyone did amazing performances, and there really is nowhere else you'll find a dancing sparkly unicorn, a girl who loves cheesecake, or a Rachel Brice-Kami Liddle tribute act.... 

DJ Dan!
The after party really kicked off with a DJ set from my husband Dan. The dancefloor was full all night, with impromptu performances from Illan, ITS UNMATA style delivered by Djeynee and Joanna Abel, and a whole heap of partying. It was a really great night, giving everyone - including me - the opportunity to let their hair down, relax, drink and party. We're definitely thinking, after requests and praise, that the Glitterball Shakedown will become a permanent Infusion Emporium fixture :)

And we're already planning for next year's! Depending on availability of our chosen artists, we are looking at the end of October or mid-November... so keep your diaries free! Huge thanks to everyone involved with planning, delivery, performing, taking the workshops, driving, providing shelter, and keeping me sane! We couldn't do it without you!! I was very sad and tearful to be saying goodbye to my friend Martina too - she's off to begin a new life in San Diego this December, so this is probably the last time I'm going to see her for quite some time. It really makes you value the time you have with your friends when they leave...

The Martina goodbye crew!
The happy couple

There was no rest for the wicked though - dancers didn't start going home until Wednesday, so day trips were abound, including a rather ridiculous mini-bus journey to London!!

Love Olivia!
Kicking off November, I took workshops in Bristol with Olivia Kissel, and performed in the Saturday hafla. Olivia's teachings are always a delight - new ideas and inspirations, but also new understandings and realisations about the body. She always inspires me to become a better dancer, and I was very happy to have been a part of the smaller group intensive day on Sunday. It gave me an opportunity to take some dance time that was just for me, and not focused around everyone else. I love putting on events, but this Infusion Emporium had been a particularly stressful and tiring one, so I felt really like I was pampering myself on Sunday with Olivia! I really look forward to her returning to our shores next time.You really missed out if you weren't there - don't make the same mistake next time!!

And as the title of the blog says... who needs a break?! This weekend I'm off to Slovenia to perform at the Nawar Festival in Ljubljana. I'll be performing solo, and also being reunited with my Ambrosia friends where we'll be performing Demonesque and Awakening! I can't wait! Then there's a number of teaching gigs coming up for me on home shores - check out the schedule below:

17-18 November - Tribal Fusion workshops in Brighton (www.hildebellydance.co.uk/about/alexissouthall.shtml)
24 November - Tribal Fusion workshops in Birmingham (www.facebook.com/events/417667304958592/?fref=ts)
15 December - Tribal Fusion workshop at Fantasia Festival, London (www.jwaad.com/fantasia.htm) 

Hope to see you somewhere on the road!

A x


Stratford



The girls explore Wolverhampton

I Love London!
Stratford